Before We Parted, We Were Forever

Days ago I lost the love of my life. They were three years full of love, understanding, and one of the most fascinating learnings that I have been able to retain in my heart . And I would love to share it with you today.

People live love in many and different ways. Ours was the one that goes too fast, that leads us not to give ourselves time to reflect, think and feel. It is true that our love was unique, one of those that we only usually live in movies and novels. Every day I was more aware that ours was too good to be true . And that was what we both believed.

As the days passed we both believed in a feeling full of beauty and purity. We were blinded by the thrill of having found something so valuable and unique. That feeling led us to never question whether we were doing things right for each other, if we were really meant for each other, or compatible. In this way we could never value what we had and that is why giving up hurt us more.

We were able to fly and be forever. Every time we met, the hugs, kisses and minutes of our love we felt like the first time. It flooded our hearts and filled us with inner fullness . We were invincible and nothing could break that magic.

With just one look I felt that we would be together for life. When I met you in just a couple of hours, we started a journey without parting. Sometimes I think that surely that could be our mistake: neglecting so much what we had, not stopping at every moment and not knowing each other more in depth.

It is true that when you find yourself in such a perfect moment, nothing matters to you. I was sure that we were held together with a unique and magical bond. Such an incredible union that made me want to follow you everywhere, and the same thing happened to you. With this feeling we would each build our lives without caring for anything else. And we start our story at full speed.

So much so that we crash and collide with each other in our own reality. We didn’t know each other well enough yet and the time alone started to hurt. Thus, we did not know how to empathize and understand the other, learn along the way. The mistake that led us not to know how to do it.

And then it happened. It was when we realized that we were not as much for each other as we felt and thought. I just realized that it was not my person who had to accompany you the rest of your life, nor maybe you mine.

The pain of feeling that I did not know how to please you, that we were not compatible or being so different only led us to not understand each other. Flooding ourselves in negative emotions that no longer held a positive side . All of this led us to not want to be together so much, physically or internally. We thought that our bodies were only what united us. Our hearts no longer felt that need, the need to shine together, full of peace.

The sadness that we felt for many days became immense, generating a barrier full of depth. It separated us . We no longer dreamed of a life together, and our desires began to take different paths. I felt very empty. Speed ​​was our executioner, speeding up our time and love. A relationship that expired and led me to give up, to stop trying. Not to believe that you left too, that our fairy tale and precious story is over.

They say that cultivating love is the easiest thing to do in our lives. But I didn’t know how to do it. I gave up and was a coward. I let you fly. And you to me. But we kept looking at the sky because I knew I realized that our love had no end.

I am sure that in another place, in another life or perhaps in another body we will meet again and we can truly love each other. Learn together, understand each other, empathize, enjoy, and share a friendship. And something else.

Wish you the best to always fly. You will always be in my heart, in which you will not stop flapping.